i carry no crosses and only carry curses
carrying a cross only carries a curse
i am just cursed to have you in my mind
and only have you in my heart so far away
i can only be the nasty shadow you want to avoid
and the nasty shadow you cant get rid of
believe me miss, i wish this wasnt so
but what i ultimately want will just fuck us over
i will carry this curse until a demise between us
still hopeful you will be the cursebreaker
still a shadow near you, and still a ghost from far away
is all i can ever be to you.