anxiety will kill me and the feelings of letting everyone down will write whats on my headstone if i dont find a way out. how can i find a way out when i cant even see with my own eyes a way of my own. im being lead in circles and i cant find a friend from a wolf, a family from a pack of lions. waiting to feed on my body the minute i show my weakness. my spirit is falling apart and i cant stand on my own two feet any longer when i cant even crawl to safety. nothing is going to change when i havent learned to walk. i crawl alone. there are no shelters on the longest crawl in my life. put the bolt to my neck, stun me, slash me, feed me to the wolves and lions. fuck me.