24.4.11

to no fucking end will i ever stop feeling like i went on a ghost kill
sitting here a miserable cunt having a nervous breakdown
splitting my skull on the wall trying to exorcise your demon
i should know better by now not to chase the pretty ones.
all the pretty ones have the highest damage.
all the damaged ones are the prettiest ones my sorest eyes are set upon
swearing like a fucking sailor, drinking like a lifeless bar rat
to no fucking end will i never be embarassed i went on a ghost kill
laying her a miserable cunt trying to rip my jaw out
tearing at my eye socket so i dont have to see you anymore
i should know my stomach is a hangmen's noose
all the hangmen's noose will let me slip on down and snap me straight
all the straightening will kill off my embarassment
cursing like a heretic priest, swilling like a shame ridden iron worker
lady im not ashamed of what i did. im just fucking embarassed.
lady im not afraid of what i can do, im just fucking embarassed.
lady im now ashamed of what ill do. im just fucking embarassed.
lady im now afraid of what we will do. im just fucking embarassed.
and these hangmen's knots arent going to untie themselves anytime soon.
im fucking embarassed.

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