GET ME THE FUCKING KEYS.
GET ME THE FUCKING LOCK CUTTERS.
GET ME THE FUCKING WARDENS CLUB.
GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE.

there are very good reasons we dont have encounters.
the holes i put in my hands are because i wont touch you.
not because im putting myself up to save you.
im saving myself. im not doing it for anyone else.
follow me like a celebrity, fuck me like your other come and go.
wish i was able to put the needles in your eyes.
wish i was able to show you how terrible i truly am.
some of us are better trying to fuck you with broken glass covered taped fists.
stay far away from me.

before i go the long way home, the right way home. i will be visiting my mothers grave and telling her i am sorry for the person i have become. that its not her fault or anyone elses but mine. that i am everything she thought i wouldnt be. that i know she is proud of me and i am a better person than everyone she has met and anyone will ever meet. that i can go home after kissing my mother goodbye, after packing my bags, and that i start tour soon.

no more waiting.
no more wanting.
no more holding on.
you got one. you wont get another.
i can forget you just as i did before.
swine rake.

"Thinking will I live, another twenty-fo
I gotta go cause I got me a drop top
And if I hit the switch, I can make the ass drop
Had to stop at a red light
Looking in my mirror not a jacker in sight
And everything is alright"
-ice cube

i know what ill be doing now that i know what youll be doing.
you can put it out on display and i still wont see it the way they do.
thats not how i see it, and its not what i saw from you.
thats not what i see, and their eyes will never be mine at all.

its the kind of night that i should be in murder city.
you inside my head knowing i sent you over the cliff.
i know what i said, i know what i did.
i cant help myself from being the protector.
its not a choice and its my second nature.
the switch is turning on and turning off
and its not the shields and swords.
you and i need to unglue for a bit i think.
im just lousy and uninspired by alot of people.
youre not lousy or uninspiring.