im trying to calm down.
im feeling like i should go one step instead of 4 steps at once.
one piece at a time.
anxiety eats me alive but im still never forgetting where my place is and where i should be.
im looking outside in, knowing that being trapped inland is hell but i can manage.
dreaming of endless sunsets and that endless summer i had months ago.
eddie vedder to soothe my mind on a girl.
"vuelvo al sur" to help me forget about the world around me and let me be with my mother.
living my dream temporarly, seeking permenance.
days i dream of a woody and a burrito.
days i dream of the swell and coronado island in my sights.
i miss it all.
i miss all of you that were there.