what i see, you never will.
beyond the set, beyond the waves.
a few of you get it, a majority of you dont.
so ive talked it up a long time. everyone else does about something.
ill wait for the right time.
soon.

unfortunate for me, the girl i wish i could be with lives too far away. but totally honest, i dont think there is one thing i wouldnt do for her if i was given a chance. i sometimes wonder what could be possible if things were easier on the milage. sometimes i still think there is always going to be some kind of attatchment between us. weird how things work for the people youve only met through digital means. but its how things work best for almost everyone nowadays. heres to hope.

i am a one way street, one way juggernaut.
unstoppable. unmovable. unblockable.
my head drops. my head hangs.
i am immortal for minutes.
i will never take this helmet off.
my hands wrapped across wires
pulling tighter. exploding heads.
unstoppable. no salvation.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.
feeling nothing.

i breathe ether.
i dont want your pollution in my mouth.
i dont want your pollution in my lungs.
i want to do the things i feel are right for me.
break the chains. swear no allegiances.
break my boredom. swear no routines.
i breathe ether.